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It was as if I was outside of myself watching my body, I walked to her door, put my hand on her door knob and was going to go inside. I felt like the girl needed to be punished, and if she needed to be fucked as punishment, then so be it. I turned the knob and tried to fight my emotion, telling myself, “get ahold of yourself.” I walked away. I heard the vibrator stop. The horrible moment is over. I can, at least, be happy that I did the right thing